Friday, 3 October 2014

Someone to lean on

I've been dating for this particular woman for a year and counting and I would like to share my feelings toward her. Surprisingly we met on our last class of MUET being in the same class for almost 15 times. It was our mock speaking test which my class have to pretend taking the test for serious. My turn was up and after I finish mine and on my way to my chair, never to expect, a senior spontaneously asking me of how I do? When life gives you lemon, you make lemonade! I would never expect such acquaintance with her and so did she. She was only expecting of how I do and not the chit chat. But nevertheless we chatted until its her turn for the test and I went back to where I sit waiting for her to finish. Not my proudest moment but I barely holding my urge to pee only thinking should I ask for her number?

With all my tiny bit of courage left in my soul, I without further ado, I went to sit beside her and politely ask for her number. I should have recorded since it was funny to me as well for her for making fun of it. I never regret that moment asking for her number nor do I of this meeting with her. My first message to her was, wishing her luck on her last presentation for business proposal and luckily it was minutes before she started! I couldn't be more happier than knowing she passed with flying colors just because of my wish. I'm flattered big time.

I'm no superman especially on woman. Do you know it is hard to come up on something to talk about as for the record we never knew each other before? It is a disaster! But brilliantly I came up which a rip-off game from truth or dare but only truth is played in this game. Whoever answers wrong will be getting a penalty which was only to make it playable and fun. By that opportunity I ask so many questions about her on what she likes and dislike, her family, her ambition and all. We became close solely on that game only. Rock it baby!

I live in a town called Tanjong Malim and she is from Kota Bharu so we rarely meet and only spend our stories and time through phone and sometimes on skype whenever she is not tired. Then this one night after she graduated, she were in a problem asking about starting to work. I'm not being cocky but every time she is troubled with choices or problem, she will consult me for solution. For I am her alternative perspective on matters involved. She usually go for the long run but I rather be the short cut so we synchronize greatly whenever trouble comes. So this one night she ask for my perspective for the first time and she is currently working as supervisor in Parkson Grand which steadily making her way to the top. Just for the record, I am proud of my beautiful angel.

From Kelantan to Perak will take up to 5 hours at least but she never whine of how far we are. Whining and hoping is 2 different things which whining, she wouldn't want me as her mate and hoping is which hoping if we are at least an hour or two nearer to each other. Me on the other hand, take it as a blessing which fuel a mature relationship. We keep in contact almost all day which is nice. Once a while we will come to see each other and spend our time fully until the end of day. We talked, laughed, and laughed and laughed. We are a crazy couple cause whenever we are together, people would never miss noticing our hysterical laugh. To be blunt, as much as I hate walking, I enjoy window shopping with her. She would go all over the store just to feel the fabric, asking which is better than the other, and feeling irritated by the sales male or female whenever they came to promote their item.

We rarely fights, but when we do, I always thought I was the hot headed person until I met her. She is my tigress. Usually we fights on small matter which what I would label according to my standard. But her standard is way higher so adapting for a year can be surprising. Recently we fought about my foolishness and naive of the matter. She gave me facts nobody can argue. Its the most absolute fact and she is right, not wrong-right. I felt really bad on what I did to her. She on the other hand take matter so seriously its like what i have done to her is done to me back. God I have learnt my lesson the very hard way. When she say she can do it, she will do it. I have to let my tears drop until she is cooled down. So who's hot headed now!?

Nevertheless, I am most grateful to know her and to have her as my girlfriend. Not once in my life I ever regret of her asking me on my mock test and to ask for her number. Its a bold move from me. I am no mister charming so let me savor this moment. And so we are currently dating and counting. I know its not for me to say, but I have the feeling that she is the one and I hope it keeps on like this until we are official for each other. Thanks for all the love and care plus advice on this big boy of yours. I appreciate everything you have sacrifice just for me. Thank you. I love you Adura.

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